Hello guys!I shall do a proper update post soon!Im currently sick (again).I lost my voice from zouk on weds.Funny right how i lost my voice out of nowhere but im not having any throat pain or anything.Just cough and a hoarse voice.Meh.:( Spent the last two weeks of my holidays working and clubbing and going out!Well i cant believe the year's ending really soon!2013 passed by REALLY quick.Shall do a throwback post of how my year went when i have the time hehe.This week has been really good!Turkey marathon non stop i tell you.And gift exchanges as well!WHEEEEE!Dinner tonight at nao's hehe.Gonna be seeing the rest of the sacians whoohoo!Wanted to go zouk/dream tonight but with my voice like that i think we can save it for another time.Hehe ok off to prep for another exciting night!On a side note,my nails are chipping so badly even though its gelish.Time to do my nails really soon!:)
And then I ask myself in the midst of everything that's going on.Am I ready for this?Can I do this?Will I be able to make sacrifices?And then I realized that I am highly doubtful of myself now.
How did I get here?What have I gotten myself into?Maybe it's not meant to be.You can't force something that is against its own will.
Maybe eventually something good may happen.I can't say anything for now because I'm not God and I can't predict the future.But all I'm asking for is time.I need time to breathe and slow down.
Hola guys!In the midst of midsem tests now while majority of the courses in business school are prolly partying it up tonight.BSG has 5 papers this sem,meh.:( Thankfully im done with the most tiring paper out of the rest, Principles of management!I can never do all these human resource subjects.Meh.Also,thank god that im done with econs and accounts as well!So yay!2 more papers to go.:> Bstats tomorrow and then marketing on friday and its time to party party!*Throws confetti in the air*
Hopefully i recover fast before saturday because im going for zoukout hehe!Yay.:) And then tgiw for the next two weeks.Excited tams is excited.Cant wait!:)
In the meantime, here's a sick selfie HAHAH.
Alrighty,time to start on bstats!Will update soon once msts are over.:)
till then,
xx.
On a random note:
new tumbler from starbucks!Love christmas specials from starbucks hehe.
Im already on the verge of breaking down.I can't do this anymore.
Time changes everything.
I'm only human.Humans feel down at times as well.We can't always be happy right.Im tired of everything.Im tired of keeping it all in because I can't let it all out.There are consequences.Being happy on the outside is one thing but it's a whole new different feeling on the inside.Tomorrow will be better hopefully.its the last day of the month.It could be great if I could escape reality for awhile.I need air and a fresh mind.Goodnight.
Hello everyone!It has been a long time since i updated again. (Whats new Tammy always takes FOREVER to update HAHAH) I apologise from the bottom of my heart.
So a month has passed and its november again!
(a month more to christmas *Throws confetti in the air*)
3 things ive been doing really often:
1. Back to school again!
2.Catching up on sleep
3.Clubbing heh heh.
So how has everyone's November been going for them so far?I hope it is going really well hehe.Hmmm,my November has been going really well for me so far!Getting used to waking up for 9am lectures and doing tutorial homework and all.Yay!Bad thing is that my gastric is back and its a huge burden for me because i really regret skipping my meals because I am always rushing everywhere so im making it a point for me to eat my meals regularly now so yay!Its sunday today and the thought of school is just,ugh.:( But its alright!Because going back to school would mean being able to see and meet up with the people I love again hehe.YAY!hehe happy tams is happy.:) Here's to another busy but fulfilling week!
3 goals for november:
1.To rage lesser in the morning
2.To live everyday to the fullest
3.To not skip my meals
:)
Oh yes!I did a vlog on my bkk haul a few weeks back! here it is hehe.
Hehe just yesterday, or two days ago on the tenth i turned 18!
So yay!It was a really memorable one thanks to everyone who made it rly great hehe.
(Oh hehe i shall blog about bkk+travel vlog + bkk haul rly soon kk!)
So anyway,got awoken up really early on my birthday from my mom because apparently she wanted to take pictures with me.:( meh,so i got dragged out of bed,mama made me dress up and she took pictures with me!HEHE CUTIE MAMA PLS.
LOOK AT HER EYES IN THE SECOND PICTURE HAHAHA.mom's a cutie ah.And there's my bare faced face.:(
so after eating breakfast,i received a knock on my door and look who it was!!!!!!!!
SICKSONS WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! (plus pris who was feeling unwell at that time.:( )
HAHAH OMG I WAS DAMN SHOCKED I SWEAR!!
like they came to surprise me AT MY FREAKING DOORSTEP.And they dont even know exactly where i stay ok!HAHAH,turns out my sneaky brother and mom knew about this and they helped them hehe.:) MY MOM EH MY GOD.she's the last person who can help out with surprises one!Like she'll usually be too excited to keep something then end up telling the person HAHAH!but wah she made me wake up early for THIS HEHEEH!
THANK YOU GUYS^^
And they came with roses and....
HELLO KITTY TIRAMISU CAKES.AHHHHHH I DIED HEHEHE.
SO CUTE HOMAIGAWD MY FAV I LIKE.HEHE THANKS AGAIN GUYS!!
So after that got ready to head out for DPA RETREAT!hehe it was alright la although many people didnt come but it was great to be able to see the rest of the dpa people!And they sang me a birthday song on instavideo as well!Thank you so much!:)
So left early and after that the rest headed to my house where i got surprised ANOTHER TIME by Theresa and Christabel!HEHE im a lucky girl getting surprised not once but freaking TWICE ok!!^^ Thank you for the hello kitty balloon,the hello kitty biscuits and the Gaberras!All my favs <3
hanged around the house then the fam came back with my cake hehe!I have to say that its my favourite cake of all time and breadtalk should really keep this cake on their shelves permanently hehe.I mean,look at it!!
SO CUTE RIGHT!!!CANNOT IM DYING :')
hehe so afterwards took pictures with the fam after singing song and cake cutting and more pictures hehe!
so much love for my fam fam.<3
Thank you all for coming.^^
Hehe so basically that was it!A really simple but meaningful 18th i had yay!It was the first time (if im not wrong i was fully able to celebrate my birthday with my hair fully let down!)!Because all the while during my birthday i would be busy doing exam papers in the day then celebrating it at night with the thought of worrying about the next paper for the next day aiyah.But im really thankful that my birthday falls during the holiday period for poly and for my 18th somemore!I guess i must say im a really lucky girl.:)
Thanks everyone for making my 18th a great one!Really appreciate it.:)
Yay gonna meet the bff in a few hours later hehe!<3 Then partying it up with the dancers at night!
Gonna be a really long but exciting day later hehe.
I shall leave you with a picture of me being so happy with my hello kitty fest the other night hehe!
(Ok la same picture but HELLO KITTY LOOK AT THAT AHHH!)
countdown to the land of a thousand smiles : 6 hours.
Hola my readers!Hehe leaving the house at 5am later for the airport!Gotta be up at 4 and im still awake.Hmmm,HAHAHA.Spent half my day lazing around today and the other half at work!Was so worn out that otw to work i stopped at bartley instead of stopping at serangoon where i was working at today! Embarrassing.:( Didnt manage to hit today's target even though the volume of traffic was rather high because there werent many willing parties who were willing to stop by and help out.Meh.:( Had dinner with the parents at depot lane i think? Yum yum zi cha for dinner hehe.These few days will be busy but fun.:) Hoping to be able to get plenty of great buys!Next week will be busy too once mummy and I are back from bkk.But here's to a well deserved trip for mom and I.:)
Im typing this in bed and its so cosy because its pouring outside yay!I love rainy nights hehe.
Hi everyone!Wow as we all know,today's the last day of September and i must say,it has been a pretty great month for me!Made a couple of new friends, tried a couple of new things, a new change to my hair and the list could go on forever.But i must say, September has been a really great month for me! There might have been a few events which bought out the worst in me and showed me how vulnerable I was but im glad it happened or else i wouldnt be able to see part of my 'unknown self' (Guys studying ob, you'll be able to understand what im talking about under the johari window) hehe.Overall,it was a great month.As the lyrics of the song goes : "Wake me up when September ends" ,I pretty much wouldnt want the month to end because it means another month closer to the start of sem 1.2. :( Oh well,but moving on, I know October will be a great month for me as well, with 20 days left to enjoy my holidays before we go back full force to the never ending routine of studying and constantly typing out reports on our laptops sigh.
On the other hand, last week was a pretty awesome week for me with besides the normal work at frolick and prudential i got to catch up with the sac clique on friday at Eunice's party!It was great being able to see almost everyone there as it is usually quite hard for us to meet because we've all gone to diff schools sigh.:( Really missed these girls man.This week would be a pretty hetic one as well!Gonna work my ass off from today till weds at frolick and prudential before flying off on thurs.And im meeting the dpa classmates tonight for dinner then haji hehe.
Cant wait for bkk to be honest.But first, time to work hard yay!
For october:
Some goals ive decided to make:
1. Be happier
2.Love more
3.Party hard till school starts hehe
4. Forgive and forget more.
5. Be a better person day by day.
Have a great last day of september and a great october ahead my dear readers!<3
As you all may know,holidays are here!Hooray! *throws confetti in the air*
Sorry i left this space to rot away because i have been busy occupying myself with work and catching up with fellow friends/ old friends of mine and especially my bff.
Its results day today. :O
Hehe im a little scared but i hope my gpa for sem 1 would be what I expected or somewhat near.
Ok moving on...Updates!Yes updates,I have plenty of photos stored in my phone but my phone is taking forever to charge so i guess facebook will do.:) If you guys havent seen my new hair yet......
Ive chopped off my hair and a new colour for it as well!Couldnt stand my long and curly hair anymore because i got bored of the hairstyle and the weather was too hot for me to continue maintaining my long hair (And im a very lazy person when it comes to taking care of my hair :/ ) hehe so hooray to change!
Also I have gone back to frolick because I need the $$ to save up and i have gotten another job as well under prudential!They pay well actually and the work is pretty manageable.Might prolly go back to them the next holidays wheehehe!
Since it was the holidays, it also calls for party time!I love parties because im able to catch up with my old friends and make new friends.Whoohoo!
7am post party shagged faces.Standard one HAHAH!
Went for Chris and Zain's party two tuesdays ago!Thanks for the party!And i saw my bestfriend which i havent seen in a long time.And Mavis which i havent seen for an even longer time.Still the same old Mavis and my bff heh.Havent seen Germs,Samantha and Jacqueline too in awhile!I do see Erika once in awhile because we're in tp.Yay tp one big fam fam.:) Thanks for the pictures Erika!^^
Audris' eighteenth on 2 thursdays ago!Hehe it was another great party :) Thanks for the invite bb i enjoyed myself!Caught up with the friends i havent seen in forever again like the dancers,Jean and even kenneth (Whom the last time i saw him was really damn long ago HAHA)!Hope you liked the present Audris!:)
Bsc outing at sentosa!This was like 2 mondays ago?Hehe fun fun had a great day and it was rly great to know more about Claire from that outing.:) And yay to meeting even more new friends!
And i forgot what i did last week.....ERR OH OKOK!
quick recap:
Monday : Work and dinner with Vinnie at the sushi place at cine.:) OH GOD DAMN 21 PLATES OF SUSHI FOR 2 GIRLS.we were getting judged its damn funny la!But it was rly great hehe.After that went shopping at editor's before heading home!
Tuesday: Went to work alone because Felicia and Joanna had some school trip stuff to settle.But oh well,work was fun!Office that day hehe.And then went home with Vinnie because our workplaces are one station apart hehe.^^ Dinner at ajisen with my fav parents yay!Made pie for the special day!
Weds:
Gloria's Surprise picnic party!
My pretty flower rangers.
AND NOMZ TO THE PIE ABOVE.i should rly cook it again!
YAY surprised Gloria at Marina barrage for her birthday and it was a success!Hehe its so good to see my flower rangers again ^^ Headed to town after that with Gloria and Kim while Bev had to go off for an interview. 18 chefs for dinner MMMMMMM.
Thursday:
WORK WORK WORK WORK.office again!Met the fam for dinner at newton circus yum!
Friday:
Bsc picnic hehe!It was very cozy and fun and there were so many ducks and birds!And a monkey which i came so up close with HAHAHA.
Saturday:
WORK!hehe i love working at frolick on saturdays because you get to work with someone else and not alone!Great day hehe!Dinner with mamatio at men men don don NOMZ.im getting hungry and its 3.41am
>:(
Sunday:
Church/lunch and airport/Dinner at poulet with part of the sicksons hehe/Supper at upper serangoon or kovan?i forgot hehe.
THIS WEEK:
Monday: Went to work again then dinner at the same sushi place with my parents! 30 PLATES OF SUSHI THIS TIME OH MA GAWD.
gonna be a busy week this week with work+ party+chalet wehehe!Here's to a great week ahead!
I cant believe its the last week of sept.Flying off to bkk with mom next week cant wait!Time to save up hehe!
Oh yeah!Uploaded a video on youtube not too long ago (Its only available on desktop idk why mobile devices cannot :( )
Hehe enjoy!
Ok im so tired,off to bed now!
Work + chalet today!Long day and night ahead.Update soon!
Well hello everyone!August is here and it means that sem 1 is ending and that our holidays are nearing and so are our exams.Die.13 days to the first paper which is OB and i wish myself all the best man.I feel my knowledge lessening as the days pass by hence the urgent need to study hard for the exams.Scared tams is scared sigh.
Enough of exams for now.On the bright side,August has been a pretty great month for me!Attended bsc camp which i made many new friends and im glad i went for camp (Even though everytime before a camp starts i'll dread not to go for it and after camp i'll be missing it like mad,Typical tams.).Hmm,what else happened in august?Presentations and submissions.Submitted in our last project for the sem this morning and i tell you,it felt damn good to see your hard work being submitted.:') Pretty hectic week up ahead with almost everyday filled with project meetings for presentation stuff and many tests and practice papers up ahead.:O oh bless me.
And also,I miss my bff.:(
(We're so close yet so far meh.Sometimes i kinda wished that we were in the same school so I can tell you exciting things up close without texting/whatsapping.Hehe see you soon b.:* )
And i miss dancing ballet as well le sigh.
14 years.It was really tiring but so worth it.:)
I'll be coming back for you when im able to balance both studies and dance
Eighteen chefs - 2011
Dance Odyssey-2012
Hehe and found some pictures of the flower rangers on the laptop!
(We're missing Bev's face!:( Bev we need to take more pictures on the laptop hehe!)
Well hello guys!Sorry for not updating in awhile!Have been really busy
with school!All the submission datelines are nearing and we're all busy tying up all the loose
ends which need to be tied up hehe.
Well apart from all the busy rushing of projects and even more sleepless nights,my life has been pretty alright!
Helped out in bsc agm yesterday and made even more new friends yay!Helped to click the slides and even though it was an easy task to do but i was kinda nervous because i was facing the audience and i would prolly turn tomato red if i clicked on the wrong slide/played the wrong video HAHA.But it all went well.:) Vinnie's birthday was on weds and we had a sicksons reunion dinner as well as soi thai!HIPHIP HOORAY!So happy.:) And surprised vinnie at her house with a cake with the rest of my fav tp kids.^^ HEHE HAPPY BELATED VINNIE!Well next week marks the start of an even busier week than this week.:( 2 presentations and 1 trial presentation round.Here's to another busy but productive week!
Hehe,filmed a video and edited it today!First time editing a video which is so long!HEHE enjoy watching!
I love my webcam,i thank the Lord for it WHEEEEEEEEEEE.
HI GUYS!What a pretty thursday!HEHE,started class late and ended class early whoohoo.After that,headed for an interview with Vinnie and topshop was having sales ehh!HEHEH,hi sales my money flying away meh.Got a pair of maroon high waisted shorts.In sg,shorts are always essential hehe.OOOO,90210's on now!Tomorrow's friday,cant wait!Till then,xx.
