I cant go on like this.Its not alright,im not alright.Its all just bitterness inside.I know self pity's never good and it wont get you anywhere but nights like these just makes you wanna cry in bed.I dont wanna hold on anymore,i dont wanna try,I dont want to keep telling myself to keep running the race anymore when i know im already losing the race.They say youre able to be in control of your emotions but im highly doubting myself these few days.I dont know how to react to anything anymore.
Have i changed?
What has happened to me?
I know im only human but that's the worse excuse you can give yourself for self motivation to improve yourself but right now im really really running low on it.
What is the purpose driven life?
How do i keep on running the race of life?It's difficult but sometimes all you need is some venting,maybe a little bit of tears and self actualization to realise your inner self worth.I'll try.Idk but all i can say now is that im struggling to keep up.
Im sure we've all felt like this in a way or another.
Tonight's my turn.
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