Being stagnant

There is one thing I actually hate??Being complacent in anything I do or am being in.

Complacency to me equates to being stagnant,nothing is being done in the past,for now and forever in the future. I hate being complacent because this is the part where people take you for granted and I hate that. And the world is never fair, please accept the fact because if you are going to find some one else who is equally has the same amount of fairness as you (which is really IMPOSSIBLE to find) , then please show her to me and be happy with her then since comparing about everybody being equally fair is SO important to you.

I am honestly extremely worn out.Theres only so much I can do too. Just give me a fucking break will you? Where's my fast forward I need my fast forward now.

Sorry for the word vomit I just needed a place to pen down some thoughts.May tomorrow be a better day.

Xx,

Tams

Hello July?

I always start the month by saying July,please be good to me.

However this month started on a pretty bad note?I encountered a major setback which left me quite in shock?! But it's ok, better luck next time for me gonna have to pray harder!!!Its a heng suay kinda thing I guess?I shall blog about it next time when its the right time :)

Spent my first three days of July in major fatigue.For the past 2 weeks I couldn't eat nor sleep well cause nervousness got the better of me. :'( 

On Tuesday I went to USS after 4 years?! It was so packed for a school weekday??We had to queue for quite some time for the rides but ok not too bad!!Saw the minions but didn't get to take a picture :( but it was really good hehe!

Nothing much to say except that today has been elearning week and im damn glad? Gave us time to sleep in alittle. I can't believe June went past just like that. Intern is in a few months time and I actually can't wait?Is that crazy or what.Im pretty sure the months will fly by quickly.Anyhow,my life has been pretty mundane? Hopefully something good happens for me this month.I really need something good to happen to me :( 

Till then,

Xx